Could he find a way of making me treat him the same way the others did? Maybe not, be he found a way to subdue me through more personal emotions. Why would he want me to fall in love with him when he had an intimate relationship already? I will never know his real intention but that made him separate me from the group. He will now come to visit me whenever he “could”. I didn’t know his desire to separate me from the disciples was because I didn’t treat him like the rest. I realized that when we had the meeting of ex-disciples and one of them told me that it was probably because I was a bit “irreverent” with him and he didn’t like to feel vulnerable. It could have been that or not, but the certainty of my separation had more that just apparent spiritual lessons.