Since last chapter I have been observing very carefully the inner state and trying to understand what might have happened to feel the disconnection from source and the spiritual dimensions. It has been difficult to pinpoint whatever stimulated this state, all that I know is how it feels. It is beyond numb, it simply feels disconnected and isolated. It has been really awkward because I have normally felt connection to other dimensions and spiritual realms. Uncertainty is ruling every minute of the day, that is the only certainity I have. Though it is not my favorite place to be I will honor it and flow with the tide until there is a breakthrough. Thanks for being part of this story and let me know if you have felt, at any moment, something similar.
Oh my gosh! I am sitting here crying. I feel your pain. I have been going through the same feelings. A deep sorrow for all that is going on in the world and the loss of the connection. I met my twin flame in August of 2013. It was unlike any other relationship I’ve ever experienced in my whole life. It was like he was custom made for me. I suffered soul shock from the ending of the relationship which happened abruptly. For a while, I still felt him come to me in my dreams and often lie beside me as I was semi conscious and between wake and sleep. However, lately I’ve not been feeling him at all and I’ve also been feeling cut off from Source and just dead inside. Please know that you are not alone.
I have so many great questions, but not a lot of good answers. Where is one to go after being in relationship with twin flame? This has been the longest and darkest night of the soul for me. I’ve always overcome everything in my life and have become all the better for having gone through the trials I’ve been through but this one has me totally stumped.
I just wanted to reach out and tell you that I know the pain that you are going through and send you virtual hugs and much love. We are sisters in spirit traveling parallel paths. There are many going through the same thing right now. I pray that you find that connection once again and you find the peace that your heart needs to go through these difficult times.
Thank you for sharing so openly and honestly. I wish more people would have the courage to do the same.
Much Love and Light to You!
Thank you so much for your comment. It feels gratifying, in a way, to know there are more people going through something so similar. I have crossed feelings lately, as if, by having reached that level of understanding of unconditional love that this connection gave me, it is rather difficult to accept anything less with another. Yet, I remain open to see what can happen in other close relationships because it would be the only way to know the difference. In spite of missing him so much, I believe it is time to continue with my focus someplace else. He is still very much in my mind and heart…. 🙂
I am so thankful that I found your book and subsequently, your website. Your story resonates so much with my own. However what I believe to be in the midst of is a twin flame connection that has not materialized from an in-person connection. Rather I feel a deep knowing about a particular individual that most likely does not know I exist. It happened all of a sudden and then I was immersed in visions and dreams of this person that I had no control over. I hope that makes sense. I have had waking visions where I know what this person is doing or what they are wearing or even the environment that they are in. These visions will be validated by me seeing their social media or stumbling across something that confirms the information that popped in my head. These visions are accompanied by an odd sensation that begins in my core and radiates over my body in brief, subtle flashes. Just as quickly as they arrive, they dissipate and I return to whatever I was doing. Because of this, I’ve pretty much abstained from social media and any other form of communication that can connect me to that person.
I am near completion of your book about twin flames and I’ve come to the conclusion that I don’t want to be a part of this. But I also have a conscious understanding that there is nothing I can do about it. All I can do is cry when I think about it. I want to live out the purpose that was intended for my current incarnation but I am having great difficulty. I was afraid that maybe I was suffering from some kind of mental disorder as. Yet, through meditation and fasting I feel that the divine or the universe has been reaffirming that what I am experiencing is simply beyond my understanding. Now I’m in the process of seeking as much knowledge and direction as possible. From your experience and in your opinion, can you experience this type of connection without knowing the person? I am embarrassed to even ask that question but I feel like it has to be asked. I am a psychiatric nursing and public health major, a mom, and I am currently in a relationship with a karmic (I think). I don’t know. I am kind of desperate for guidance. Please share your thoughts if you ever find a time and thank you for sharing your story and the wealth of knowledge you possesses with the world.
Hello Christina, so sorry for the delay. I had problems with accessing the blog and I just found your comment today. It is very possible to experience things with someone you dont know. All is possible in this historic period, and if you have read the book, you probably understand that it is not for personal reasons that this strange connections are happening but more so for impersonal awakening that we need to undergo so we can create the new consciousness for next generations to thrive. If you keep meditating or doing some sort of inner practice you will be able to understand what sort of energy is moving in you. Guidance will come your way in many forms if you find the calmness to be clear on what to ask. This is the last video I uploaded and is going to be part of the blog: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RyPtiuZ2VSI hope it helps… embracing you.