Since last chapter I have been observing very carefully the inner state and trying to understand what might have happened to feel the disconnection from source and the spiritual dimensions. It has been difficult to pinpoint whatever stimulated this state, all that I know is how it feels. It is beyond numb, it simply feels disconnected and isolated. It has been really awkward because I have normally felt connection to other dimensions and spiritual realms. Uncertainty is ruling every minute of the day, that is the only certainity I have. Though it is not my favorite place to be I will honor it and flow with the tide until there is a breakthrough. Thanks for being part of this story and let me know if you have felt, at any moment, something similar.